Song Of the week( S.O.T.W) 3 :Kari Jobe _ Be still my soul

I am going through a difficult time and have had to take a break from so many things I love doing . Waking up in the morning, my day begins with pains, as result of fibromyalgia even water coming in contact with my skin makes me ache .I am finding it more difficult to complete  projects , I have wonderful ideas but seating to put my ideas together has proved increasingly difficult . I have tried so many strategies but the hours have turned into days, ands days to weeks and the weeks months and the months…. and I have had brain fog. Sometimes as Christians we find it challenging to be quiet and still when we in pain. Sometimes we need to look beyond the disappointment , disapproval , dismissals , difficulties and look towards God. If we can place everything in his hands and remember what is word says regarding our future then we will have peace. I never fail to forget God has given us every tool we need to find encouragement on our worse days . One way is through worship.  When the pains are on bearable I listen to wonderful songs that have helped and I  am sharing with you is Kari Jobes Be still my soul is my song of the week . (The lyrics are listed below) I pray you Listen to the song and also share songs that you use during your quiet time.

Thank you for reading and am looking forward to reading your suggestions.

Shalom .

Kari Jobe : Be still my soul

Be still, my soul, the Lord is on thy side
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain
Leave to thy God to order and provide
In every change He faithful will remain
Be still, my soul, thy best, thy heavenly friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end
Be still, my soul, thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He has the past
Thy hope, thy confidence, let nothing shake
All now mysterious shall be bright at last
Be still, my soul, the waves and winds still know
His voice Who ruled them while He dwelt below


In you I rest, in You I found my hope
In you I trust, You never let me go
I place my life within your hands alone
Be still, my soul

Verse 2

Be still, my soul, the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord
When disappointed grief and fear are gone
Sorrow forgot, love’s purest joys restored
Be still, my soul, when change and tears are past
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last

Chorus 2x

In you I rest, in You I found my hope
In you I trust, You never let me go
I place my life within your hands alone
Be still, my soul

In you I rest, in You I found my hope
In you I trust, You never let me go
I place my life within your hands alone


invisible illness… the unseen silent killer

If anyone tells me you look good when every part of my body hurts, I have no idea what my reaction will be. Am meant to be reading but I cannot concentrate. My dissertation has come to an halt and I have been attempting to  write for over 9 months . I have a good understanding of what , but the sad part is I am unable to concentrate and I have brain fog.  The doctors say I need to pace myself. I understand that i also need to practice mindfulness. Haha this is getting too much. The worse part is people see me and say , wow you look good , and my response is today the pain is like a 7 and am happy when it is . When  asked ,

“what part of my body hurts my response is , rephrase your question what part does not hurt.

I hurt in places I never knew a human being could hurt. It is unbelievable how even I would have ignored people in the position I am in now . The truth about invisible illnesses like PoTS and Fibromyalgia is that it is impossible to explain when you unwell you are. Everyday you get up hoping you will be able to get through the day.  Some days  even the easiest task like taking a shower  seems daunting . It kills you slowly and you are given medication that has side effects . What next , it cnt get worse than this …